Good Morning Lovelies,

What do you do when faced with a dilemma? Do you get straight to the root of the problem or worry about it first? I’m definitely someone who worries about it. To an unhealthy extent, due to my anxiety and eating disorder.

Over the past few weeks, I have been worried about a situation with a couple who we had become good friends with. Upon going away for my mum’s birthday, I had asked them if they would like to come for a day trip, in which they said yes. However, they asked us to let them know about the weather, as they didn’t want to come if it was raining.

There so, the day before they were due to come, we checked the weather and warned them of the rain due. We suggested that they didn’t come that week, as it didn’t look like the weather would get better and instead we worked on coming for a day trip instead. Something they agreed with.

However, the following day, they wrote comments on Facebook, hinting we had lied. When it was raining where we were. They then ignored all of my messages, before sending me some telling me to ask Jesus for forgiveness and that I would be born again if I did so. All of which leaving me feeling worthless, useless and guilty. Emotions that have continued to get stronger each day.

Struggling to come to terms with the matter, as I don’t think we did anything wrong, but I don’t want to fall out with them, has left a huge affect on me. Yet, it has also showed me that every day is a new one. Full of surprises and little moments of positivity!

I believe that there is a moment or more of goodness in each and everyone. And so I have begun writing what that moment us down. Something that leaves me feeling so much better.

I am proud of how far I have come. I don’t believe I should be asking for forgiveness and I don’t think people should treat others this way. If you have done wrong than be open and admit that, but otherwise, stay strong and fight for you. We are all amazing in our own way. Especially if we continue to fight on when people knock us down.

I ended the week feeling better by asking people what was the best thing about their day. It really helped. I am now asking you lovelies. What was one good thing about your day? Please, let me know, as I would love to hear all about it!

Joey X